Flowers is my weakness...

Flower is one of my weaknesses, especially if im feel upset and not feel good. Everytime I see flowers, it really makes me feel better. Yesterday, when me and my husband has this arguments, he knows I am upset because he says some words that I don’t like to hear. It really bothers me a lot, it makes me feel like I am not good enough for him and that I am dumb of not getting everything what he says. I am thinking too much yesterday, there’s a lot of things coming on my mind, sometimes this feelings makes me confused and im getting lost all the time.

After dinner, my husband go to the store and when he came back he bring me those beautiful flowers. When I saw the flowers, it makes me feel better and he says sorry after. Im so glad because our arguments is over and were okay together. But sometimes I am shy to talk with him. I am little bit scared because maybe I will make him frustrated again and it will makes me cry too. Its better not to talk with him in the couple hours. Im just waiting for him to talk with me and make it up with me.